Before I Can Go Any Further.

By the time I came home on Friday night it was too late and I was too tired to go over what had happened. What I saw gave me nightmares that night.

I could not bring myself to put things down in words on Saturday, but I know I must, so I will not go to bed tonight until it is done. The nightmares came back last night.

The first thing I must do is think through what I actually saw and separate what I have seen in my dreams since. I must put everything down in order, so that, if nothing else, I can read it back and know what is true.